Every Time I Look In Your Eyes I Fall In Love Over & Over Again...Everytime!! <3

Have you ever met someone that you knew from the moment you saw them that you’d have a undeniable attraction & irresistible chemistry with. I do!! Her name is Dena & she is the girl of my dreams way before I even knew it. I can’t tell you why we got started or when the exact moment was that I fell madly in love with her but that’s not the point…The point is I did fall madly in love with her and ever since then I have not looked back on things. Have you ever heard the saying “Everything Happens For A Reason”, I have and fully believe in it when it comes to this one special girl…Meeting her was fate, becoming her friend was a choice and falling in love with her was completely out of my control but I know it was supposed to happen. She is just the absolute best woman in the world and I am so lucky to have met her and to have had what I have had with her and have really high hopes that together we will make things work. She is all I think about every day and every night, every second of everyday, I know how it feels to be lonely because that is exactly how I feel when we have had bad times and I never want to feel that way ever again!! It is awful! But on the positive side, she is the only one who can turn my day around in an instant just by hearing her sweet voice. It is so hard to try to explain just exactly how I feel, I try my damndest but I always wonder if it is enough for her to see just how crazy I am about her…I would give up everything in the world if it meant that I could have her, I would go through all of the challenges, tough spots and basically HELL just to call her mine one day!!! Yeah, I’ll admit it we can drive each other insane from time to time but at the same time I wouldn’t change a thing…I knew it one year ago, last week, yesterday and I’ll know it today,  tomorrow and everyday to follow for the rest of my life that Dena, You are the love of my life. And now that I know how great I can feel when I am with you, I want to feel this way for a lifetime with you…I need it honey!! After falling HARD, I mean extremely hard for you and giving my all to you…I know from the bottom of my heart that another girl will never do, EVER!! I need you & I will wait for you no matter the cost! It’s hard to believe that it’s been a year since we’ve been together and the funny thing is that I’m already looking forward to my entire life being shared with one person, one person that means more to me than anything in the entire world (that’s you, Dena). I can see me now walking up to the theatre doors back on June 10th 2012, not knowing what I was doing, god I was so nervous…I never knew that it would turn into what it has but baby that’s part of the journey, we’ve been through so much and I wouldn’t change a thing ever, when I kissed you that night after seeing  “Snow White & The Huntsman” something clicked in me and said “yupp, Thomas, this is the answer to your prayers”. It was like God brought you here for one simple reason, to meet me and for me to fall in love with you! It is like God saying I’m going to throw challenges your way but if you can get through them then you can get through anything!! We met for a reason, we fell in love for a reason, I have this never giving up attitude for a reason…and the simple reason is that I am madly in love with you and no matter what I need you because you mean everything to me baby!! I can’t promise you that it’s always going to be easy with me but what I can promise you is that I will spend every day cherishing you and just letting you know how much I love you and I appreciate everything you have done and will do for me, I promise you on everything that I am that I will never ever let things fade or go downhill year after year. If you felt how I feel then you’d know it’s pretty scary to put yourself out there after being hurt so bad  before, I am putting it all out there and hoping you don’t crush our dreams we once shared…I promise you that I will love you forever and ever…I’m starting to realize that forever may not even be long enough. I have got so much to give you and even though I would have a lifetime, it may not be enough to fully show you just how much you mean to me but I promise you I will always try my best for you! My grandmother used to tell me “If I find the one, to not let her slip away” and I’ve found that one in you and I’m not giving up, I can’t…not after everything. I can’t give up knowing what I know about you…knowing that you are my one and only!! I can go on and on and I probably will one day telling you just how special you are to me but for now, let me give you a list of promises I know I will keep!

I promise to love you unconditional with all of my heart until my heart stops beating

I promise to be there for you through anything thrown our way

I promise to love, admire, cherish and appreciate you for a lifetime

I promise to make you feel like you are the only girl in the world

I promise to always to be by your side through it all

I promise to bring you up when you are down

I promise that my love will never fade

I promise you that I will always give you my best

I promise to try to be the best man ever for you

I Want You

I Need You

I Love You

I want to wake up every morning next to your beautiful face, lay down with you every evening, kiss your cute lips and swallow you up all the time!!

Only you will ever do for this man…

I need you and a hourglass that never runs out of sand to be complete…

I am simply in love with you Dena for a lifetime

Love; Thomas

Well June 29th 2013 starts another challenge that we BOTH will work through to have ALL of the things we both want. It's not going to be easy but dammit I'm not giving up!! I know your not giving up either!! This will be a true challenge of our love and honey i'm not EVER changing the way i feel for you!! My feelings and the love i have for you is everlasting and i mean it when i say until m last day, I'll be loving you!! Dena, you are my EVERYTHING and I'm not going to let this tear us apart. Here are some quotes i found about Long Distance Relationships and i want you to come back here to this site when you are feeling down or sad about not being able to be with me because these are how i feel and i want you to KNOW that i will always feel so stong for you...for US!! So in these quotes, you'll see just how much you mean to me and how much my life would absolutely SUCK without having the LOVE OF MY LIFE by my side.

The distance that separates us is trivial in comparison to the emotions that bind us.

I've never known emptiness such as this, it is an experience that draws me closer to you in every moment we are apart.

In counting the days until we are together once more I have discovered that a life with you means more to me than anything in this world.

You have my love and devotion, my heart and mind, and my undying commitment to you.

The thought of being together again gives me the utmost strength to cope with your absence.

Enduring the time and distance that separates us allows me to clearly see all the beauty that I feel in you.

The notion of not seeing you only serves to enrich the moment when we do.

I will struggle daily with the loneliness I feel without your presence, but the thought of being with you and sharing our future gives me the courage to face it with strength.

I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART DENA AND I KNOW ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AND I WILL HAVE THE ABSOLUTE HONOR TO CALL YOU MY WIFE...MRS. DENA BECK!!! ALL I NEED IS YOU IN MY LIFE AND I'LL DO EVERYTHING POSSIBLE TO KEEP YOU AS THE HAPPIEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD...I PROMISE!!!

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<3 THOMAS & DENA <3

:* 6/10/2012 - FOREVER :*

<3 TRUE LOVE <3

:* DESTINED FOR GREATNESS :*

<3 UNBELIEVABLE CONNECTION <3

:* ALWAYS TRYING :*

<3 NEVER GIVING UP NO MATTER <3

I LOVE YOU!!!

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Dena,

I’ve known it for a very long time now that 100% that you are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. That should be clear after all the time that has passed in the same situation and yet I have always held on and loved you through everything thrown my way. That just goes to show that my love for you is like no other on this planet. It truly is magnificent, unstoppable and cannot be surpassed by anyone. Just how I know that I will never find another love as great as this, I know you could never find anyone as patient and loving as I am. I know I’m not God’s greatest jewel but I am pretty remarkable and really it’s all thanks to you because it is you Dena who makes me want to be the absolute best that I can be. It’s so hard to explain but every time I try to tell you exactly how I feel it just comes out as I love you!! Madly in love with you!! I think I’m realizing now that I may not ever be able to fully put into words just what you do to me and how great it feels to know that I’ve found my true love in you, I try to but you just put me in a state of awe and leave me stuttering and speechless! From your gorgeous face with that resilient smile to your beautiful soul that enlightens me to that rockin’ body that I just want to have my big strong hands all over all the time caressing every inch!! (YUM!!) You are truly a remarkable woman and I am simply in love with you for the rest of my life! You are the only one I think about, the only girl in the world for me, the only love I will ever have for a lifetime to come. You are more than enough for me! You’re perfect in my eyes. You are all I ever wanted and you will be all I ever need. So since I can’t fully express myself through words I will do the next best thing and continue to try to express my love and affection for you and one day I will show you through actions just how much you mean to me through always being there for you, taking care of you when you’re sick or just down, when you think you look junky in a hat and sweat pants I will tell you that you are the most beautiful woman in the world, I will show you each and every day just how special you are to me! You mean more to me than life itself! Since you walked into my world…You became my life!!

I promise to love you more and more with each day that passes .

I promise to never let my love for you fade or for the fire inside of me burning for you to ever go out.

I am committed to you, there will be nobody else ever that comes between you and me. You’re all I need.

I promise to wake you up every morning with a kiss and say “Good morning Beautiful!”

I promise when you are sick or feeling down to do anything and everything in my power to make you well and make you feel loved.

I promise that I will love you for the rest of my life!

I promise to always be trying to keep you happy!

I promise to help you around the house and do anything I can to make things easier for you.

I promise to be the best husband to you!!

I keep my promises babe!!!

 
 <3 I Love You With All Of My Heart, Every ounce Of Love Goes Straight To You From The Bottom Of My Heart <3
 <3 Love Your Future Husband; <3

<3 Thomas L. Beck <3

June 10th 2012

 June 10th 2012. What does that mean?

To some people it was just another day, to others it was just another day that past them in their miserable lives. But if you asked me what June 10th 2012 was I’d tell you without a doubt that was the day my life changed for the better and I knew from the second I saw her standing there waiting on me at the theatre doors looking oh so incredible that she was the one I was supposed to be with for the rest of my life. It was all fun & harmless in the beginning but on June 10th 2012 while watching Snow White & The Huntsman, when her lips met mine I just knew that she was all I ever wanted someone to be for me. As soon as our lips touched I just felt an immediate rush of electricity through my body. I knew I felt love. I not only felt love, I felt an undeniable attraction to this one lady that I just knew would be the only one I would ever love again. That first kiss started a lot, it led to more movie dates, some dinner dates, cooking and baking in her kitchen, it all led up to talking about the future and led us into some bad spots as well but all the bad spots pail to compare for what I feel for her! She is incredible, so damn special and hands down the best woman in the entire woman and I can’t wait to call her my future wife!! I love her with all of my heart! From her gorgeous face with that killer smile that would knock a grown man to his knees, to her warm embrace that can just brighten your mood at any given time and you never ever wanna let go!, to her caring and tender instincts to where you know that if you ever are sick or if something happens to you that you know without a doubt she’ll be there for you no matter what, to the way she laughs when you say something really funny god I love her laugh so much!! What can I say? I can’t find a single thing wrong with this woman even if I tried!! She is my world now…She is my rock now…She is everything I have ever wanted and needed in this life…She is so fucking beautiful and full of love…She is the love of my life…She is perfect to me & prefect for me!!! She is all I need EVER & I choose her every single time!! She gives my life a purpose & I love her more and more with each single day that passes!!! No matter where I go or what I do since meeting her I am always surround by her presence…It seems like no matter what I’m doing whether it’s driving all day, finishing up the office stuff or listening to the radio and a song of ours comes on it is like she is right there with me!!! I am madly in love with you Dena!! I may be young still but I’ve never felt a love like this which is how I know it’s real and I know without a doubt that I will never ever feel it again. She brings my mood right up when I am down and she just knows the right things to say. I don’t know how I got so lucky to meet the love of my life but I thank god every single day that I am alive that I have met her. I am truly blessed to know and to love you Dena, I am so lucky to have met you and I promise you that I will love you for the rest of my life! With my last breath all you will hear is I LOVE YOU!! That is the only time where my love for you will be gone is the moment that I am gone from this world, I promise you! There is nothing that can stop me from loving you! I’m in love with you for a very, very, very long time to come!! You are all I need! Be mine for a lifetime? Please say yes, and I promise to never ever let you down! I will always do the absolute best I can to always be there for you, always protect you from harm, always support you in your decisions, always give you the greatest words of encouragement, always help you out with things in our life, always be there for you and never ever let you fall!! I will be your man and stand by you through thick and thin and always try to make you the happiest woman in the world!! You deserve to be happy and I promise to make you ecstatic for a lifetime!

<3 I LOVE YOU DENA!!! <3

LOVE; THOMAS

<3 6/10/12 – FOREVER & EVER <3